Sunday, January 22, 2023

THE TRUTH AS TOLD BY MASON BUTTLE by Laura Connor

I just love a book that can make me laugh hysterically and cry like a wee little baby and Mason got me on both counts. I loved Mason in all his literal, sweaty. glory. I loved how he persevered and how he stayed kind to others even when it wasn’t reciprocated. It hit me so hard the way he stayed with Matt because he knew he got scared by himself even though Matt was a complete sociopath. (I totally called that!) 

The secondary characters were beautifully drawn. I loved Calvin, Ms Binney, and Grandma in particular. Uncle Drum and Shayleen made me crazy, but they added a lot to the family situation. I was low-grade grossed out by the tumbledown - or was it crumbledown? - and I had to focus on Grandma’s kitchen when I pictured it. I was flummoxed by Shayleen at first, but it seems to me that she showed that while Uncle Drum was kind of stalled in his life, he was still reaching out to try to help others. 

The details about the cave paintings were a pure delight. The physics behind the refurb of the cellar were fascinating as well. I could have lived without the description of how Calvin was wedged in that pipe though!

Amazon places the age level of readers as 9-11 and I concur. Artificial intelligence has been all over the educational news. Looking at curriculum applications for this book I started thinking about how we need to talk to students about how these tools can be used in productive ways, rather than just focusing on the ways that they could upend education.

With that in mind, I used ChatGPT to sort through the Massachusetts state standards to find those that would relate to the book. I was surprised at the accuracy. 


Massachusetts State Standards that could be used in conjunction with The Truth as Told by Mason Buttle include:

ELA:

RL.6.1 - Cite textual evidence to support analysis of what the text says explicitly as well as inferences drawn from the text

RL.7.3 - Analyze how particular elements of a story or drama interact (e.g., how setting shapes the characters or plot)

Social Studies:

SS.6.1 - Examine how economic, cultural, and political systems shape societies

SS.6.3 - Analyze the effects of poverty and inequality on individuals, families, and society

SS.6.5 - Analyze the consequences of development on the environment

I have been thinking about how art bots could be used with kids and I realized that the level of detail necessary to tell them what to draw would mean that a student would have to actually read the book to feed the machine enough details to get something relevant. I used this prompt:

Draw a cave painting of a big boy and a little boy being chased by three middle school lacrosse players who are throwing apples at them. 

I was given 5 different stills, two of which I used to make this. Clearly, Mason is too buff (and unsweaty) and there seems to be a disembodied arm among the bullies, but I thought it had a good feel to it. I am concerned about the summer reading program I coordinate at my school and how artificial intelligence is going to make cheating much more difficult to detect. But this exercise has given me a bit of hope.

THIS IS MY BRAIN IN LOVE by I. W. Gergorio

I am in a graduate course about YA literature and the professor has impeccable taste in books! I have to write a personal response along with a bit of curricular use and since I am bound to forget it as soon as I submit it, I am also posting here so I can keep it for the ages!

I have been playing with Starry.AI to make illustrations which I am not turning in for every assignment, but which I will post here. 

And away we go!

This book was wonderful! It put me in mind of Jennifer Nevin’s All the Bright Places, but without the terribly sad ending. 

I loved how Gergorio illustrated the emotional lives of teens, in particular those who are dealing with mental illness. She also does a beautiful job of looking at how the entire family is affected. And also how family attitudes about mental illness play into the whole thing. The scene where Jos’ mom tells her about her own struggle with depression had me weeping. There is an acceptance here that is lovely and earned even as things aren’t wrapped up perfectly. 

There are some tremendous quotes. Some that made me laugh - 

p.144  “The French kiss thing that I always told Pryia sounded gross as hell, because spit.

In reality, French kissing is actually not too bad, which may explain its popularity.”

p. 353 “That’s when I called up Priya and told her that my plan was to make the most manipulative video in the history of man.”

Some that made me cry - 

p.234 “...arguing with someone who doesn’t recognize resentment [will] further entrench them in their denial.”

p.235 “See, I think, he’s not perfect. And now he’ll realize that I don’t deserve him.”

And some that made me think - 

p. 129 “[Movies]make me hopeful that one day I’ll find someone to make me feel that way for real.”

p. 332 “Tropes resonate because they play on our hopes and fears, and if we see them over and over again it becomes part of what we expect in life.”

There are so many teenagers who are suffering from anxiety and depression. The descriptions of Will’s panic attacks are extremely realistic, and the tools he uses to try to combat them are accurate and useful. This aspect of the book works as both a mirror for kids who have anxiety as well as a window for those who don’t quite understand what that entails. 

Jos’ slow understanding of her own suffering is heartbreaking. One of the most insidious aspects of depression is the way it hides in plain sight from the person it is torturing. Reading Will’s struggle with showing her what he sees was powerful for me, as the parent of an adult with depression. The need for clear communication is obvious, but, as is so often the case with teenagers, the other issues, particularly the romantic aspect,  make it far more fraught than it should be. 

Bibliotherapy is an area that I try to integrate into my practice. I work with school therapists to help provide books for students that help explain aspects of their lives that are confusing or painful. This can be difficult because what may work for some students might be triggering for others. This is My Brain in Love is an excellent book that speaks to several different types of issues; depression and suicide, of course, but also socio-economic struggles, parental pressure, code-switching, and the stress often felt by children of immigrant parents. 

I have already added this to my collection and am looking forward to sharing it with students who want a good story, but also with students who want even more. 


Sunday, January 1, 2023

My wee book blurbs of 2022


When Women Were Dragons by Kelly Barnhill

The Mass Dragoning of 1955 was when 300,000 women turned into dragons and its aftermath is seen

through the eyes of Alix, a young girl who lost her aunt to it. 


Ducks by Kate Beaton

This is the story of Beaton’s time in the old sands in Canada where she worked after university to pay

off her loans. It’s not an easy read, but so beautiful and powerful - hilarious one minute and heartbreaking

the next. 


Firekeeper's Daughter by Angeline Boulley

[This is the goodreads blurb, I just couldn’t make it sound as good as it is, in my own words!]

As a biracial, unenrolled tribal member and the product of a scandal, Daunis Fontaine has never

quite fit in—both in her hometown and on the nearby Ojibwe reservation. When her family is struck by

tragedy, Daunis puts her dreams on hold to care for her fragile mother. The only bright spot is meeting

Jamie, the charming new recruit on her brother’s hockey team.After Daunis witnesses a shocking murder that thrusts her into a criminal investigation, she agrees to

go undercover. But the deceptions—and deaths—keep piling up and soon the threat strikes too close to

home. How far will she go to protect her community if it means tearing apart the only world she’s

ever known?

[I listened to the audiobook.]


All About Me by Mel Brooks

Oh come on, you know who Mel Brooks is… This is his life. 


The Easy Way to Stop Smoking by Allen Carr

Want to quit smoking? Let Allen Carr remind you how shitty it tastes, how stupid you look doing it

and how it will surely kill you eventually. It worked for me!

[I listened to the audiobook.]


The Getaway by Lamar Giles

After a never-quite-defined apocalypse, Jay’s life at the Karloff Country resort goes from fantastic to

terrifying. Think Disney World with torture and slavery. I know, it’s kind of a jump, but Giles piles on

the suspense and just edges into where your disbelief knows it is being suspended, but buys in anyway.


Not So Pure and Simple by Lamar Giles

When Del joins a purity pledge to get together with his crush it is horrible planning, but it puts him in

contact with a group of kids who are desperate for his knowledge of sex. It is hysterically funny and

Giles understands that even though people claim religion as their reasoning for doing hurtful things, it

isn’t the fault of the faith, but how it is misunderstood. My favorite YA book I read this year!

[I listened to the audiobook.]


Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry by Joya Goffney

Quinn’s book of very honest, very embarrassing lists disappears and an anonymous account posts

one of her lists on Instagram. She has to get help from an unexpected ally because the perpetrator

says they will  post more if she doesn’t bend to their blackmail and “face her fears.”


Fly Girl by Ann Hood

This is a memoir of life in the air written by novelist Ann Hood who was a stewardess from 1978-1986

and whose first book, Somewhere Off the Coast of Maine (which I also adore) was written while she

was working for TWA. 


Bloomsbury Girls by Natalie Jenner

Three very different women work at a bookstore in London in 1950 and a rare book and their friendship

changes their lives in delightful British ways. 


Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston

The son of the first female president of the USA falls hard for Prince Harry, I mean Prince Henry, or

England. It’s a delightful, gay rom-com that kept a smile on my face the whole time.

[I listened to the audiobook.]


Little Thieves Margaret Owen

Vanya is an excellent thief who is just trying to get by after leaving the horrible family for whom she

was a maid. She is the goddaughter of Death and Fortune, but they are no help at all when she is cursed

by another god and has to accelerate her already perilous plan to make her own way in the world. 

[I listened to the audiobook.]


The Maid by NIta Prose

Molly is a maid who loves her job and is great at it. The fact that she is neuro-atypical helps her

navigate her work beautifully, but it plays hell with her interpersonal relationships when she finds

a dead body in one of her rooms. 


Malibu Rising by TaylorJenkins Reid

The four kids of Mick Riva have been deserted by their father and lose their mother to alcoholism

when they are way too young to be on their own. They seem to have rallied and Nina, the oldest,

is now a very successful model married to a tennis superstar. The story of their growing up, as

well as the ramp up to what we know is a blow-out party and a huge fire, is told as they move

through one day in August, 1983. 

[I listened to the audiobook.]


Ain't Burned All the Bright by Jason Reynolds, illustrated by Jason Griffin

A graphic novel that had me crying my eyes out in Wormtown Brewery. The story of a Black

family during covid all trying to do their best as the world seems to be freaking out all around them. 


Joy of Quitting and My Begging Chart by Keiler Roberts

Roberts illustrates things that actually happen to her throughout her days. And she is hysterically

funny, even when writing about her parenting struggles and her live with MS. 


Kaiju Preservation Society John Scalzi

Once again, I am depending on Goodreads to entice you in a way I can not. 

“When COVID-19 sweeps through New York City, Jamie Gray is stuck as a dead-end driver for

food delivery apps. That is, until Jamie makes a delivery to an old acquaintance, Tom, who works

at what he calls "an animal rights organization." Tom's team needs a last-minute grunt to handle

things on their next field visit. Jamie, eager to do anything, immediately signs on.

What Tom doesn't tell Jamie is that the animals his team cares for are not here on Earth. Not our

Earth, at least. In an alternate dimension, massive dinosaur-like creatures named Kaiju roam a

warm and human-free world. They're the universe's largest and most dangerous panda and

they're in trouble.”

It's not just the Kaiju Preservation Society that's found its way to the alternate world. Others

have, too--and their carelessness could cause millions back on our Earth to die.


The Golden Hour by Niki Smith

In the aftermath of a school shooting, Manuel finds solace in photography and new friendships. I love

the way this book shows how the lives of kids who live in the country and town kids have such different

lives even as they interact with each other in school every day. 


This Time Tomorrow by Emma Straub

On the night before she turns 40, Alice travels in time back to her 16th birthday. And then she learns

how to do it over and over! The time travel part is delightful, but it is her relationship with her dying

father that pushes this over the edge into one of the best time travel books I have ever read. 


Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas

Yadriel is a true brujo who can summon ghosts and (hopefully) set them free. But because he is trans,

his family insists that he has to be a bruja and focus on healing the living. Well, the spirits agree with

Yadriel, but when his cousin is murdered and he accidentally summons the wrong ghosts, it becomes,

well, a fantastic story!

[I listened to the audiobook.]


Lincoln Highway by Amor Towles

It’s 1954 and Emmett just got out of juvie and has gone home to pick up his recently orphaned little brother to start a new life in California. But two of his buddies escaped from the work farm when he was released and are now making that plan impossible. In the best possible way.


My Top 21 of 2022

It is shocking to me that I actually got this written! I realize now that I spent more time on getting the illustrations to look just right than I did saying what most of the books are actually about, so I will attempt to blurb them and post a link at the end when I get around to it. But at least the headers look pretty!



Let’s start with my bread and butter, which is YA. All of my favorites were read in the service of the Mass. Teen Choice Book Award. I listened to Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas, Firekeeper's Daughter by Angeline Boulley, Little Thieves by Margaret Owen and  Not So Pure and Simple by Lamar Giles on audio.  I started the first two before and they just didn’t grab me in print , but on audio they were amazing. Little Thieves was fantasy and not my usual cup of tea but again the audio performance hooked me. I am not picking favorites, but I will say that I would have loved Not So Pure and Simple in any format. What the hell, I am picking favorites. It was my favorite YA of the year!



Lamar Giles also wrote my favorite horror book of the year (okay the only horror book I read, but I loved it) in The Getaway. Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry is a delightful realistic fiction book about a girl who makes lists and lies to her parents. Wow, did that bring back my adolescence for me! 


I read a lot of graphic novels, memoirs and nonfiction this year but only two made me weep in public while I read them - The Golden Hour by Niki Smith is probably more middle grade than YA, but it was spectacular. And Ain’t Burned All the Bright is only 10 sentences long, but it hit me as hard as anything else I read this year.


For adult books, let’s start with the ones that everyone loved. 



My book club girls made me read Malibu Rising by Taylor Jenkins Reid, they all read it for their summer reading selection and adored it. I listened to it in the car and found myself actually going the speed limit just so I could hear more of the story. I also listened to Red, White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston which I had tried to read in print and given up on. Well, shut my mouth, because the audio was adorable. 


I remember reading Amor Towles Rules of Civility at Disney World way back when it first came out and wishing for the lines to be a bit longer just so I could read more. (Okay, that is a lie, but it really made the waiting more pleasurable.) I lost my mind recently when I found out that A Gentleman in Moscow is being made into a Showtime series starring Ewan McGregor. But his newest The Lincoln Highway was even better than those two. It was my first summertime novel and it just carried me away. Nina Prose’s The Maid was hugely popular when it came out, and I finally got around to it this summer, too. 



Some possibly lesser known novels I loved were The Kaiju Preservation Society by John Scalzi, When Women Were Dragons by Kelly Barnhill and This Time Tomorrow by Emma Straub which could be considered science fiction. Or maybe fantasy. Do dragons count as fantasy if they are a metaphor for feminists? You wouldn’t think giant monsters and repetitive time travel would be the sort of thing that would make me weep. Well you would be wrong! I also loved Bloomsbury Girls in spite of not having read, and having no intention of reading, The Jane Austen Society. But it took place in a London bookstore after WWII so I adored it. The setting reminded me of 84 Charing Cross Road by Helene Hanff which is one of my all time favorites. 



I read far more memoirs this year than I usually do. I listened to Will Smith, Randy Rainbow, Simu Liu, Molly Shannon, Harvey Fierstein, Tom Felton, and Hannah Gadsby read their stories and I really enjoyed all of them. But the two memoirs that I actually read in print were so good that I actually read them in print! I have adored Ann Hood since I read Somewhere Off the Coast of Maine over and over as a college student instead of the books I was supposed to be reading for school. Fly Girl, her story of being a stewardess was an absolute delight and also far more moving than I would have expected. All About Me by Mel Brooks was a no brainer. I knew I would love it the minute I heard it was coming out. Other than my dad, no other person has had more of an impact on my sense of humor than Brooks. My first PG movie? Young Frankenstein! My first R movie? History of the World Part Two! His book did not disappoint. 


I also read two graphic memoirs that were off the charts spectacular.Keiler Roberts shares her journal with the world through her cartooning and while I absolutely loved her newest The Joy of Quitting, the last page of My Begging Chart made me laugh louder than anything else I read this year. She writes about motherhood and disability and friendship and marriage with complete honesty.  Ducks is Kate Beaton’s memoir of when she went to work in the Canadian oil fields to pay off her student loans. It was my favorite book written for adults that I read this year. 



And finally, honorable mention goes to The Easy Way to Stop Smoking by Allen Carr. I listened to it VERY LOUDLY at 2x the speed and it was basically a middle aged Englishman SCREAMING at me about how stupid smoking is. Well, I listened to it in August and haven’t smoked a butt since, so I am a big fan. 


My first books this year are both fantastic - I just started Tiffany Jackson’s The Weight of Water on audio and it is scaring the hell out of me already. And Steve Martin’s graphic memoir Number One is Walking - illustrated by Harry Bliss - is simply adorable. I’m looking forward to another year of great books!


If you want to read some little blurbs of the books - you can read them here - http://deepvalleyconfidential.blogspot.com/2023/01/my-wee-book-blurbs-of-2022.html

2022 Reading Stats

Happy New Year and welcome to my breakdown. Don't get excited - I mean my breakdown of what I read this year.

I read 106 books between January 1 and yesterday and I didn’t even have to do that thing that I usually do where I go to the public library and get 20 picture books the week between Christmas and New Years to goose my number over 100!


I think the reason is that I have been listening to audiobooks in the car. Learning that I could speed them up has been a game changer. I start at 1.25 and as I get into the story I speed it up until the reader’s voice gets too weird. Usually 1.5 or 1.75. I got Harvey Fierstein up to 2.0 and he still sounded like 3 packs of smokes a day. The man is a national treasure. 


Here are my stats - 

Familiarity

  • 98 new books

  • 8 rereads

Format

  • 34 audiobooks

  • 72 print books

  • 0 ebooks

Reading  level

  • 0 picture books

  • 5 children’s or middle grade books

  • 44 adult books

  • 57 YA books

Type of content

  • 62 standard fiction

  • 10 graphic nonfiction/biography/memoir

  • 12 graphic novels

  • 11 memoirs

  • 7 nonfiction

  • 4 novels in verse

Age of books 

  • 18 published pre-2000  - all were beloved re-reads, Janet Lambert or instructions for a better life

  • 10 published between 2000-2019

  • 78 - published in the 2020s - Thanks, Mass Teen Choice Book Award!


I read 32461 pages which means I averaged 89 pages a day. I was surprised to see that I was pretty consistent in how much I read each month. If you want to peruse the whole glorious spreadsheet feel free - https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1-NlPVKSKC4L42RhhLb7NSZBzxUUx5tq_dtmRzrcAO1s/edit?usp=sharing


No one cares about this part so I am going to post it now and then post my top 21 - stay tuned!